integrating's Diaryland
Diary
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04.24.22 - Nothing in particular 04.22.22 - Still punching 04.18.22 - smoking out in the van 03.27.22 - ACME 12.30.21 - I'm alive 03.21.21 - I'M FINALLY GOING HOME 01.28.21 - I'm not doing well. 11.04.20 - i called the crisis line and it went to voicemail. story of my life. 09.22.20 - I've been catfished 09.10.20 - TEXAS OR BUST 09.10.20 - txt to Kris 09.09.20 - You better believe it. 09.07.20 - texting with my counselor, Eli 09.07.20 - texting with AJ 09.06.20 - texting with Nathan 09.02.20 - Here's My Card 08.26.20 - MENTAL JENGA 08.26.20 - MENTAL JENGA 08.26.20 - What is a spotless mind? 08.26.20 - Home Invasion 08.26.20 - Home Invasion 08.25.20 - it was good to get out today 08.24.20 - Home Invasion 08.23.20 - Home Invasion 08.23.20 - Home Invasion 07.23.20 - [Witness the paranoia] 06.23.20 - NEXT GOAL or Taco Tuesday 06.09.20 - i don't care 06.02.20 - mama loves sasha 05.25.20 - Memorial Day 05.22.20 - nice try cupcake 05.15.20 - fierce: having or displaying an intense or ferocious aggressiveness 04.10.20 - I made it! 04.06.20 - One plate. One fork. I fantasized about killing you. 03.31.20 - WHEN LIFE WAS COOL 03.30.20 - people are weird 03.16.20 - Stand Over There Please 02.09.20 - The Final Fuck Off 02.04.20 - There's no place like home. 01.26.20 - I'm dreaming....Are you sure? 01.25.20 - ZZZAP metal playlist 01.22.20 - CHLOROFORM playlist 01.21.20 - Chloroform 01.03.20 - I'm looking at an apartment today. 12.31.19 - Don't forget that I can't remember. 12.31.19 - Don't forget that I can't remember. 12.28.19 - I just know I'm full of an alien species, bent on making me their host*ess. 12.27.19 - first christmas without her..... (Part 1) 12.26.19 - I don't remember writing last entry 12.24.19 - merry christmas eve 😞 12.18.19 - where am i? 01.01.18 - HELP ME GET BACK TO TX 10.05.17 - fuck you especially 10.01.17 - being bi-polar sucks. it's awesome 09.29.17 - did it again 07.21.17 - integrating once again 11.08.16 - back to TX...please 10.29.16 - saw AJ/ truck sucks 10.23.16 - identity thief still in action 10.21.16 - deer on the road 10.02.16 - d-land!!! 10.01.16 - didn't eat the friggin cheese 09.30.16 - What's FYI? 09.24.16 - intro to Kris and AJ 09.24.16 - PTSD 09.21.16 - Sometimes ya just gotta let it roll. 09.17.16 - Not a good idea 09.01.16 - being bi-polar sucks 08.20.16 - observing everything with logic 08.18.16 - keep marching on 08.11.16 - woe is me 08.05.16 - I have no friends 07.24.16 - Tada! 07.19.16 - fruitcake, nutjob, bat shit crazy, etc 07.17.16 - Everything Can't Be Perfect, that's what my mom said. 06.25.16 - goin to Montana 06.22.16 - Je suis une reine du drame! 06.20.16 - dad=mental 06.18.16 - should've listened to your heart 06.14.16 - they're going to miss their maid 06.10.16 - kris hates my father 06.06.16 - do not be deceived, little girl 06.06.16 - freaking leash 06.03.16 - one day in another galaxy 06.02.16 - me and lisa veryveryvery stoned 05.24.16 - "another one bites the dust".....Queen 05.19.16 - "flies in the vasoline".....Stone Temple Pilots 05.05.16 - the romantics....."What I Like About You" 04.16.16 - Hating 04.13.16 - if she can wear an insane clown posse shirt to church, then i can wear my slippers 04.03.16 - "tuesday's gone with the wind".....Lynyrd Skynyrd 03.30.16 - "beverly hills".....Weezer 03.29.16 - "i wanna be sedated".....The Ramones 03.28.16 - "glycerine".....Bush 03.21.16 - "so lonely".....The Police 02.29.16 - One in the morning 02.28.16 - "glycerine".....Bush 02.26.16 - "mouth".....Bush 02.23.16 - alert the presses 02.21.16 - reminders... 02.16.16 - R.I.P. King 02.10.16 - "beverly hills".....Weezer 02.03.16 - "in limbo"....Radiohead 01.26.16 - ooh, no music 01.18.16 - "undone the sweater song"...Weezer 01.17.16 - "wild is the wind".....David Bowie 01.01.16 - who got hit in the head and almost lost an eye by an inch by roman candles last night? 12.31.15 - "undone the sweater song"...Weezer....New Year's Eve 12.26.15 - Chrismas Eve 12.20.15 - "plush".....Stone Temple Pilots 12.19.15 - "do it"...Nelly Furtado 12.17.15 - "dead and bloated".....Stone Temple Pilots 12.15.15 - "there is no rose of swych vertu".....Medieval Babes 12.14.15 - "the snake".....Medieval Babes 12.05.15 - "creep".....Stone Temple Pilots 11.24.15 - "scoff".....Nirvana 11.23.15 - "colorblind".....Counting Crows 11.21.15 - "what if".....Creed 11.08.15 - "shelf in the room".....Days of the New 11.07.15 - "thirty-three".....Smashing Pumpkins 11.06.15 - "the down town".....Days Of The New 11.04.15 - "go your own way".....Fleetwood Mac 10.22.15 - - 10.17.15 - "i'm having dreams about you"....Daniel Johnston 10.15.15 - AJ has written a total of 3 songs and has made videos of them all. 10.09.15 - "shut-up and smile"....Bowling For Soup 10.07.15 - "really might be gone".....Bowling For Soup 10.04.15 - "shove it".....Deftones 09.23.15 - "it's on!"....Korn 09.18.15 - "when the levee breaks"...Led Zeppelin 09.14.15 - "going to california"....Led Zeppelin 09.09.15 - "tomorrow"....Silverchair 09.05.15 - "graduate"....Third Eye Blind 09.03.15 - "leave me out"....Silverchair 09.01.15 - "love buzz"....Nirvana 08.27.15 - "1979"....Smashing Pumpkins 08.24.15 - "where boys fear to tred"....Smashing Pumpkins 08.20.15 - "israel's son"....Silverchair 08.18.15 - "muzzle"....Smashing Pumpkins 08.14.15 - "interstate love song"....Stone Temple Pilots 08.02.15 - "higher"....Creed 07.27.15 - "do it"...Nelly Furtado 07.22.15 - "rooster"....Alice in Chains 07.05.15 - "beautiful night"....Burden Brothers 07.03.15 - "zombie".....The Cranberries 07.01.15 - song repeating in my head from the radio 06.29.15 - "float on".....Modest Mouse 06.25.15 - oh jesus christ 06.24.15 - pain 06.23.15 - drama part lV 06.22.15 - Going to the Dr part lll 06.22.15 - Going to the Dr part ll 06.22.15 - Going to the Dr 06.18.15 - "i've committed murder"....Macy Gray 06.12.15 - "old man"....Neil Young 06.10.15 - "still"....Burden Brothers 06.02.15 - "yellow"....Coldplay 05.22.15 - "scars"....Papa Roach 05.22.15 - "miss you"....Rolling Stones 05.20.15 - "big black chunk"....song I created myself 05.15.15 - "amazing"....Aerosmith 04.27.15 - "five"...Joan Jett and The Blackhearts 04.20.15 - "what goes around"....Justin Timberlake 04.17.15 - cryin'.....Aerosmith 04.09.15 - No music playing. Don't want to disturb anybody. 04.07.15 - "what goes around"....Justin Timberlake 04.03.15 - "brown sugar"....The Rolling Stones 03.31.15 - "god of wine"....Third Eye Blind 03.22.15 - "kid A"....Radiohead 03.16.15 - "the background"....Third Eye Blind 03.13.15 - "pork & beans"....Weezer 03.12.15 - "guess what?"....Cazwell & Luciana 03.09.15 - "down in a hole".....Alice in Chains 03.02.15 - "fool in the rain"....Led Zeppelin 02.26.15 - "how's it going to be".....Third Eye Blind 02.23.15 - "once"....Pearl Jam 02.19.15 - "right turn"....Alice in Chains 02.18.15 - "let her cry"....Hootie and The Blowfish 02.17.15 - "memories"....Weezer 02.15.15 - "hey jealousy"....Gin Blossoms 02.05.15 - "pinch me".....Barenaked Ladies 01.11.15 - "the national anthem"....Radiohead 01.09.15 - i'll be seeing you 01.06.15 - help me with diary problems 01.02.15 - I think my dad's gone crazy 12.31.14 - "walk on the wild side"...Lou Reed 12.27.14 - I cannot read the diaries help me! 12.23.14 - "creep"...Radiohead 12.23.14 - "treefingers"....Radiohead 12.23.14 - my email addy 12.23.14 - Trouble in Diaryland 12.23.14 - NO NOTES 12.18.14 - The Fault in our Stars 12.18.14 - "pure massacre"...Silverchair 12.14.14 - "muzzle"....Smashing Pumpkins 12.12.14 - "funeral girl"....Daniel Johnston 12.06.14 - "five"...Joan Jett and The Blackhearts 12.01.14 - "say it ain't so"....Weezer 11.27.14 - Happy Thanksgiving 11.05.14 - the whir of the fan 10.30.14 - "rooster"....Alice in Chains 10.24.14 - "flowers in december".....Mazzy Star 10.16.14 - "out go the lights"....Aerosmith 10.08.14 - "say it right"...Nelly Furtado 10.06.14 - "she's my baby"....Mazzy Star 10.05.14 - "jeremy"....Pearl Jam 10.03.14 - family feud in the living room 10.03.14 - "tonight, tonight"....Smashing Pumpkins 09.23.14 - "i wonder"....Blind Melon 09.22.14 - "going on"....Tsunami Bomb 09.20.14 - "evenflow"....Pearl Jam 09.17.14 - "heaven beside you"....Alice in Chains 09.10.14 - "all good things"....Nelly Furtado 09.08.14 - "on the radio....remember the days".....Nelly Furtado 09.03.14 - "do it"....Nelly Furtado 09.02.14 - "memories"....Weezer 08.23.14 - "start me up" ....Rolling Stones 08.20.14 - "everything zen"....Bush 08.20.14 - "jungle love"...Steve Miller Band 08.18.14 - "beverly hills"...Weezer 08.12.14 - "heroes"....David Bowie 08.07.14 - the whir of the computer 07.30.14 - silence 07.22.14 - David Bowie 07.20.14 - "been caught stealing"....Jane's Addiction 07.19.14 - "real wild child"....Iggy Pop 07.19.14 - "real wild child"....Iggy Pop 07.18.14 - "everlong".....Foo Fighters - "the places you have come to fear the most"...Dashboard Confessional - David Bowie - "tonight, tonight"....Smashing Pumpkins - "skin"......Madonna - "substitute for love"...Madonna - "five".....Joan Jett and The Blackhearts - "rooster"....Alice in Chains - "yellow"....Coldplay - "memories"....Weezer - "Best Deceptions"...Dashboard Confessional. - nervous silence - "Love Remains the Same"...Gavin Rossdale - "So I Thought"....Flyleaf - "nutshell"....Alice in Chains - "skin"......Madonna 04.30.14 - silence - "five".....Joan Jett and The Blackhearts 04.16.14 - "Tuesday's Gone"....Lynyrd Skynyrd 04.08.14 - the sound of my own tears 04.07.14 - "Wild Horses"....Rolling Stones 03.29.14 - "X.Y.U."--Smashing Pumpkins 03.28.14 - "Heaven Beside You"--Alice in Chains 03.07.14 - "Tones of Home"---Blind Melon - "More Human Than Human"....White Zombie 03.01.14 - Born Free--Kid Rock 02.28.14 - Rise Up--Cypress Hill 02.28.14 - just silence 02.27.14 - Kid Rock 02.24.14 - Kris' rage 02.17.14 - Trynn Finda Way--Nelly Furtado 02.14.14 - The Climb---No Doubt 02.12.14 - Animal--Neon Trees 02.06.14 - Colorblind--Counting Crows 02.02.14 - I Stand Alone--Godsmack 01.28.14 - Hey Jealousy--Gin Blossoms 01.25.14 - Far Behind--Candlebox again! 01.25.14 - Far Behind--Candlebox 01.24.14 - here come the rooster 01.21.14 - where is the time going - babaloo 01.08.14 - haiku 01.07.14 - gripes about the cell phone 01.05.14 - gotta vent 12.27.13 - happy holidays 12.23.13 - these are a few of our favorite things 12.21.13 - i don't know what you'd call this 12.20.13 - Pic of Kris 12.20.13 - Pic of AJ 12.11.13 - proof of insanity 12.10.13 - *Exhale* 12.06.13 - kinky panties 12.01.13 - Oh I'm so thankful for my Bitch of a Mother 11.24.13 - going to kingsland 11.22.13 - Aunt Linda 11.18.13 - The bitch is.... 11.15.13 - Pearl Jam 11.09.13 - dentist dun dun dun 11.06.13 - dental issues 10.16.13 - cup of love? 10.05.13 - ptsd ain't for everybody 10.02.13 - not much goin on 10.02.13 - gov't fuck down 09.23.13 - gov't still sucks 09.10.13 - Ants are little assholes 09.05.13 - use fucking birth control if you don't want kids 08.26.13 - waste of space 08.22.13 - isolation 07.27.13 - comin down from FL 06.26.13 - HISTORICAL DAY! 06.20.13 - Just Antother Pain In My Ass 06.19.13 - Hold On Kiddies 06.02.13 - a glutton for punishment 05.31.13 - hye AH! 05.29.13 - not MT bound 05.28.13 - retardation 05.27.13 - ghetto move out 05.26.13 - considering 05.14.13 - SHUT THE FUCK UP 05.14.13 - no thank you 05.13.13 - prepared for nothing 05.10.13 - wishes and stars 05.10.13 - storms a 'comin 05.02.13 - hurt 04.23.13 - in the dark 04.21.13 - nice day. get out in it 04.18.13 - precious and few are these moments we two can share 04.14.13 - How bout some honesty here 04.11.13 - out of the loop 03.31.13 - happy easter 03.30.13 - some good advice 03.28.13 - buffalo nickel 03.26.13 - wah 03.25.13 - some days just suck ass 03.23.13 - god i miss aj 03.18.13 - overkill 03.09.13 - yes, there is a Fuck You Button 03.08.13 - yep 03.06.13 - yippee! 03.02.13 - checkmate 02.24.13 - letting go 02.20.13 - hope so 02.17.13 - butterfly 02.15.13 - grief and remorse 02.13.13 - hot mess 02.08.13 - BS 02.06.13 - Angel 02.03.13 - hut hut 02.02.13 - crybaby 02.01.13 - oobla dee 01.27.13 - I'm 18 yrs old! 01.17.13 - am I doomed for the clink? 01.13.13 - overdosing myself 01.10.13 - stop it! 01.08.13 - get ready 01.07.13 - damn old bandera county 01.06.13 - thorn in my mind 01.03.13 - damn boot 12.31.12 - Happy New Year! 12.22.12 - Buggers to you 12.22.12 - Family Time 12.21.12 - bone spur 12.17.12 - Really? 12.01.12 - links to my other diaries 12.01.12 - whatever 11.27.12 - smile 11.20.12 - Happy Holidays 11.16.12 - Dryad and Dragonfly 11.05.12 - 2003 11.04.12 - love is a snowmobile 11.02.12 - i got scammed part 1 11.02.12 - got scammed! 11.01.12 - noodles...it's what's for dinner 10.26.12 - severe anxiety 10.24.12 - wtf diaryland 10.20.12 - the letter 10.18.12 - lucky girl 10.10.12 - Hello, I have just returned from hell 08.03.12 - "family hug" 07.18.12 - "life is short" 06.26.12 - "mistakes" 06.21.12 - "just another day in the life" 06.19.12 - "back attack" 06.10.12 - "when you need a friend" 06.09.12 - "back update" 06.07.12 - "never again" 06.06.12 - "injections" 06.04.12 - "real world" 06.02.12 - "yay AJ" 06.01.12 - "birfday" 05.31.12 - "class of 2012" 05.24.12 - "SAD" 05.22.12 - "nothin to it" 05.16.12 - "shut up dad" 05.08.12 - "obsession" 05.07.12 - "chapters? i think not" 05.06.12 - "Beastie Boys Minus One" 05.02.12 - the wheels on the bus 04.26.12 - "beast hunting" 04.20.12 - the dark story of text-enhance 04.20.12 - little blessings 04.20.12 - fuck text enhance 04.13.12 - "a fucking hermit" 04.12.12 - "don't cry" 04.10.12 - "in short" 04.01.12 - "darkness" 03.31.12 - "help!" 03.30.12 - "bad meat, hello" 03.23.12 - "not feeling too skippy" 03.16.12 - "st. paddy's day" 03.12.12 - "a good day" 03.10.12 - "don't yell at me" 03.09.12 - "a piece of paper" 03.08.12 - "and that's the way it is" 03.08.12 - "why" 03.07.12 - "red flag" 03.06.12 - "diaryland is fucked" 03.03.12 - \"sad...\" 02.29.12 - \"freakin\" 02.29.12 - "integrating" 02.29.12 - "i miss kris" 02.29.12 - \"beautifully sad\" 02.28.12 - \"waiting\" 02.27.12 - \"other diaries of mine\" 02.27.12 - "iwearhats" 02.27.12 - \"insomnia\" 02.26.12 - \"Crazy Lane\" 02.25.12 - \"the email\" 02.24.12 - \"two turntables and a microphone\" 02.23.12 - \"just a crutch\" 02.22.12 - \"scream!!!\" 02.20.12 - \"time together\" 02.19.12 - \"marathon\" 02.18.12 - \"happy rd\" 02.18.12 - \"contemplation\" 02.17.12 - \"auntie to the rescue\" 02.17.12 - \"like a cancer\" 02.16.12 - \"up my dosage please\" 02.15.12 - \"leave me alone please\" 02.14.12 - \"sad butterfly\" 02.14.12 - \"harp angel\" 02.13.12 - \"is it sunday yet?\" 02.11.12 - \"blue\" 02.09.12 - \"dreaming of atlantis\" 02.09.12 - \"anxiety\" 02.09.12 - \"i just don't know\" 02.08.12 - \"help a girl out\" 02.08.12 - \"movin on down\" 02.07.12 - "oh daddy" 02.05.12 - "midsummer dream" 02.05.12 - "suggestions please" 02.03.12 - "the beginning of love" 02.02.12 - "the deep wood by david delamare" 02.01.12 - "stairway dreams by josephine wall" 01.31.12 - "just a rant" 01.29.12 - "if only" 01.28.12 - "bussin' it" 01.28.12 - "blue eye in sky" 01.27.12 - "the escalator"...by scott mutter 01.25.12 - "suicide attempt" 01.24.12 - "a little bit about me" 01.22.12 - "how did i get here" 01.21.12 - "before it's too late" 01.20.12 - "words to live by" 01.19.12 - "Christmas 2006" 01.18.12 - "girls like me" 01.17.12 - "i'm just sayin" 01.16.12 - "persevere 01.15.12 - "rainbows" 01.14.12 - "good day" 01.13.12 - "happiness" 01.12.12 - "my world" 01.11.12 - "down time" 01.10.12 - "hold me down" 01.09.12 - "furniture tossing" 01.08.12 - "chrysalis" 01.07.12 - "drowning" 01.06.12 - "against you"
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