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\"movin on down\"
I need to talk to my landlord today. I'm having such anxiety over it. I bit off more than I can chew getting this apartment, I was just so desperate to get out of the roommate situation I was in I dove in headfirst without really working it out in my head.
I'm going to ask her if it's possible to pay a transfer fee and move into a cheaper apartment. I don't know how she's going to react. Is she going to be exasperated with me? Hostile? Cool? I have no idea.
Anyway, I called her and she texted me back that she was busy and could it wait til this evening. Gonna be a long day.
I can do this apartment but it's leaving me absolutely nothing at the end of the month. I spend $70/mo on medications and I'm having to get into my savings every month. I need something cheaper. I love my apartment but I just need something more affordable.
I hate myself for jumping into this without thinking. That's one of the side effects of my mental illness.
11:35 a.m. - 02.08.12
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