integrating's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- proof of insanity For a life-long toker, I haven't smoked out since late Sept 2012 is an achievement. Last night Derek came over and he had some and I gave in. Remembered why I stopped. I get so stupid. I can't carry on a conversation because my train of thought has derailed. I got Derek to bring me a hamburger, which I don't even remember eating. Went straight to bed. He told me over the phone today that he left some here last night and again I have given in. I've decided not to smoke anymore because I don't like feeling stupid. The whole time I've been typing here I have to reread and rewrite everything. Geez. If I didn't have a backspace my this episode would prove my insanity. 7:37 p.m. - 12.11.13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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