integrating's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "flowers in december".....Mazzy Star Since the last time I wrote.....Kris has managed to disable his car again. When I asked him what was wrong he got furious and started slamming things around then went to his room and kick-slammed his door. Then he wrote on FB "feeling furious". Now I ask you...is that a reasonable reaction? Something is wrong with him. AJ put it to me very simply the other day.."He's family and you're leaving him in a shitty situation. He's got to pay me back and he's got to fix his car." Guess I won't ever forget those words..."he's family". I've GOT to stop calling my dad and my friend every time things blow up. I've started walking every day. When I first started I thought I was going to have a heart attack by the time I got home. Now I'm not even winded. I want to continue seeing results about losing weight. So far I have lost 20 lbs. That's from the digital scale at the Dr.s. I don't have a scale at home and don't have another Dr appt for over a month.
On the love life front...stopped talking to Tom. Just not a good idea to get involved with anyone right now...or ever. I've just had too many physically violent relationships and mentally damaging ones that have left me with deep scars. I think I'm just fine being alone. Unless Ryan Gosling discovers me and finds that he cannot live without me. 9:45 a.m. - 10.24.14 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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