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\"i just don't know\"
Every morning I wake up to a small anxiety attack. Have for years. This morning no different. I was talking with my dad telling him I wanted to transfer to a cheaper apt. He told me don't do that. We'll take care of it.
I don't know what he's thinking. The thought of moving to MT scares the shit out of me. True, I feel I need someone to take care of me. But my dad is so controlling and I can't bear the thought of living so far away from my 17 yr old. I think it would break his heart. As well as mine.
What do I do?! If I move to MT I won't have to worry about where my next meal is coming from, but at what price?
9:17 a.m. - 02.09.12
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