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"red flag"
So yes, the same man that made me give away all my worldly possessions and come live with him and took approximately 5 days to put me in a psychiatric hospital, is now letting me know he can't help me anymore. I knew this was coming because I could tell he was getting irritable these last few days. Putting pressure on me again today to find a job. I can't work, that's why they gave me disability. So here we go again. I can't handle being around other people and not to mention my severe back problems. Oh fuck it. I have pills to calm me down when he starts in on me and my head starts swimming. I get to where all I do is cry. That's the red flag for me. Two weeks of crying and the suicidal thoughts emerge. I just don't think this is going to work out between me and my dad. Just don't think it is.
5:01 p.m. - 03.07.12
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