integrating's Diaryland Diary

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\"an inside joke\"

a truth is a truth

whether you are aware of it

or not

***

maybe a psychiatrist could explain to me

why i listen to the same song

over and over

for 12 hours straight

***

i was thinking of all the brushes with death i've had

i'm convinced i am immortal

what a terrifying thought

***

in the dark

i knew i was bleeding

looking for a band-aid

dripping blood like a water faucet

all over the bathroom floor

i should've left it there

and called it art

***

there is a moment

right before the tears come

when you feel an unbearable pain in your throat

sometimes the tears won't come

and i am left with the unbearable pain

***

i am an impostor

***

i dedicate this song to myself

"creep"...radiohead

***

if i could

i would equip my lips with a zipper

***

i need

to feel

live music

***

my best friends today

a pack of cigarettes

and a loaded bowl

i'll be fine tomorrow

9:15 a.m. - 03.02.03

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